Child of a Narcissistic Mother? &Many Unanswered Questions.?

[elkanah1]

Hello,
My name is Alex and I think I might have a narcissistic mother. My whole life I have been troubled about the fact that I never feel good enough to my mom. I am always being verbally abused and sometimes even physically. She is constantly putting me in danger like parking in the middle of the street just to yell at me, etc. I'm new to this whole thing so I'm not exactly sure if she is one but I've stayed up for house researching this and it feels like someone is writing a book about my life (literally). My family believes me but no people in law do. Everyone thought I was lieing so they wouldn't do anything to help me out. She lies about everything so any chance I had to get out is minimized, along with the fact that I'm only 15. I'm constantly scared to be in this house and I don't even like talking to my mom anymore because I lost all trust in her. I was reading about the "Golden child/Scapegoat" thing and it always talks about several children. Is it possible that one child is bother the golden child and the scapegoat? I have step siblings but they are all in there twenties and gone from home. I really need help with this. I'm so confused and I just need someone to explain things better. I'm planning on leaving home when I turn 16 because this does put a huge toll on you. Please help. Is it possible for a narcissistic mother to have only one child?

[erwin]

yes, you've indertified the problem, now don't get stuck. fix it.
you can't control her, or what happens, but you can to how you deal with it.
you know the truth.
who cares what others think.
try to be away from the house as much as possible