Give me a reason I should keep living?

by **fyfe** » Sat Dec 17, 2011 3:05 am

got busted for marijuana at college (California). I was under the influence, had nothing on me. And I was actually high enough to admit guilt to a pig (cop). He wrote me a traffic ticket, got my name and address (stupid enough to give him real info - should have given him a fake).

I believe I might have to go to court and have my license suspended FOR ONE YEAR (I'm under 21, California), though I am not yet sure. I am a college student. I am broke, poor. I have $1400 total. I am a victim on the Capitalist as well as the Law Enforcement system. I am a victim of the Drug War. I cannot afford legal representation. My parents might stop paying for college and kick me out of house if I get into any legal trouble.

Should I take my life? Is life worth living? If yes, tell me why. I might lose college. I might get kicked out of home. I might lose my license. Or I might not.

If I do end up getting in big trouble, tell me: why would life be worth living? Why not just slit my wrists in that case?

by **salvadore94** » Sat Dec 17, 2011 3:26 am

Cause of chocolett , hostis ho hos are kind of fun too , but you can't swallow if your dead . so to be ablre to enjoy the flavor you need to stay alive . Ho Ho's,,, there Good !

by **avikar76** » Sat Dec 17, 2011 3:39 am

I might not know you, but i do believe that you were given this life only because you are strong enough to live it, to survive it's crazy events. I understand that you feel like every thing's going down the drain & you just feel like giving up. I felt like that too, more times than you'll ever know, but what you have to do is stay strong. You have to prove everyone wrong, and show them that you can survive. Show them that you're brave enough to do it. Turn your life around. DON'T get into anymore legal trouble. Don't lose college, apply for FAFSA. That's what my brother did & he got money for college. Try getting a job and earning money for yourself. That's a start. Live the life that you've always wanted to live, WHY? Because you can.

by **piaras91** » Sat Dec 17, 2011 3:43 am

You are not a victim of anything except your own stupidity. You chose to do something stupid or did someone think for you? You think in your mind. People who have really bad problems get through them. Oprah Winfrey had a mother she doesn't tell about. I assume after her mother dies she will reval this. She was raped over & over. OK, enough I am not going to continue wiht all this negativity.

You are having a hard time & this means it might take a while for you get out but with persistance you will & you messing up is challenging you now to be so strong.

You can get throught his but you must learn that there is no they out there. Get on what is called a new thought path it will probably take time for you to understand. I will send you a site that has old books that are free. Don't give up & write me anytime but at first until I get to know you put the first few words of you question so I can remember it.

by **emmanuil54** » Sat Dec 17, 2011 3:47 am

well let me first say that the situation that you are in doesn't make you a "VICTIM" as you stated to capitalist or law enforcement ,but what you have became is a victim of circumstance . a circumstance that you created by poor judgment on your part . i know it's easy and human for us to place blame on something else for the bad things that happens in our lives.. but the truth,and you must really look at the situation you are in and the factors that got you to this point,is yourself and poor judgments. i'm sure that you are aware that pot is illegal and if you do it and go out then there might be a chance that you could get caught.now it is a shame that you stand a chance to lose your college,license,and get kicked out of your home,but i want to ask you a question,"DID YOU LEARN ANYTHING FROM THIS? the reason for living is to show everyone that although you screwed up you are willing to suffer the consequences,and then become responsible enough to get a job,a place to stay,and then try to get enrolled into another college, file for financial aid and get your life back on track. it's not the end of your life...everyone makes mistakes but that's life. it might have been easier before all this,but your actions messed that up. now you're going to have to take on that big scary word of "RESPONSIBILITY" and figure out how to apply it to your life. now if you have a problem with pot seek help for your addiction.....if you show people that you want to make a change and be sincere you will see that people will be willing to help you be successful at obtaining your goals in life,but if you don't show responsibility and initiative, then you can't expect someone to go and get it for you and give it to you on a silver platter. my grandfather once told me that if he gave me everything that i wouldn't appreciate it as much as if i had to sacrifice something to acquire my goals and dreams..... i hope you can find and understand the wisdom i've given to you. please ponder on these things

by **caelin** » Sat Dec 17, 2011 3:53 am

Wow..you are being way over dramatic! It sucks all that stuff happend and ur probably going to face some sort of punishment but you have to accept the fact you chose to smoke weed. I myself smoke weed but I only do it in the privacey of my own home. You knew that weed is illegal and you can get in trouble for it before u smoked so now ur going to kill yourself? How selfish are you? I think u need to just chill out. Take a nap. Realize that everythings going to be okay and life must go on.

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