How to find the purpose of living?

by **chavivi** » Sat Oct 29, 2011 1:31 pm

I'm 19. I want to end my life, but my family doesn't want me to. I don't want to hurt my parents & my little brothers & sisters. I'm in college right now. If I don't go to college, then I have to go to a psych ward. I hate college so far. I started last month. I've made 2 A's on my tests so far, so I guess the academic stuff is going well. I just can't stand the college environment. I spent the year after I graduated high school in several psych wards for being suicidal. I'm on meds now. I have my college paid for. I paid for most of it because my grades were good in high school. I get government money to commute. Yeah I've been diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome, G.A.D., O.C.D., A.D.D., & other stuff. So my dad told me if I don't go to college this year, then I have to go back to the hospital. I don't want to go back, but I hate college as well. I like going to class, but I can't stand the people on campus. I can't stand being around adults. I don't like talking to adults. I don't like doing adult activities. I hate drinking, I hate doing drugs, I hate partying, I hate sex, & I hate breaking the law. So I need to find a purpose in life, because I don't want to hurt my family by killing myself. My counselor said college would be good for me, but I hate it. It's a joke! Any advice on how to not lose my mind, & keep going in life? Atheists, I need serious answers please. Don't write stupid crap.

by **montrel68** » Sat Oct 29, 2011 1:32 pm

You were born to die,
You have purpose to live - that's why you are still alive.
Otherwise GOD would have given you death if you had no purpose?

Not religious? then no1 can save you because you are blind.

Become a believer. One God.
We have to return to him when we die.

by **eoforwic** » Sat Oct 29, 2011 1:38 pm

You were born to die,
You have purpose to live - that's why you are still alive.
Otherwise GOD would have given you death if you had no purpose?

Not religious? then no1 can save you because you are blind.

Become a believer. One God.
We have to return to him when we die.

Find some hobbies,something to do.
fall in love with somebody,you hate sex but you can't say you hate love.
Do things with kids if you hate adults so much,you could become a camp counseler or do something fun like teaching kids arts and crafts or even music!

by **edin** » Sat Oct 29, 2011 1:54 pm

I feel for you man, you need be alone. Go on vacation to a beautiful get away.

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