Why Does The Brain Work when we want it to but not when we have to ?

[rushford79]

Like you know how you do stuff you don't want to...an do stuff you feel like it..well uhm i have a problem i always say i was going to do this or that an never take action..like i was never really the motivational type...i don't know why.. but never was...an its like now that I'm 23yr i can't keep this mindset, like you know how you are when your in high school like i can't wait til school is done with like i never did home work on time...i just had that i'll do it when i feel like it type additude....i thought playin video games was more fun...and i never was the social type either growing up...and i wish i could go back in time and re do my years over i would forget what people thought about me....and just did my thing an look past the fake friends i had...because now its like its to late to do acting or journalism, because its unrealistic for me to pick acting...like its a 9 to 5 Job...like i say i want to go to college an do either acting or journalism because i like gossiping an goin on those sites..an i just think i should get a Job...or learn a trade..but its like in the past few years i been more focused about my speech and how i say i want to go take public speaking classes.. but when really i put no effort in it...an i take meds for my adhd an depression and anxiety. prozac vyvanse lithium..