i'm a guy, right at 6 foot. i'm 16, and i'm in a band, but my stage performance doesn't feel as powerful, because i have a lack of confidence. i'm not supposed to be worried about cosmetics, but, hey. it dampens my confidence. i weigh right around 140 pounds. little more, little less, it fluxuates. i sleep like, 6 hours each night, most of the time. i used to smoke pot and spice, if that matters. I'm clean now though. it's not VERY noticible in direct light, but my concerts are generally after dark. So i get these dark circles at the bottoms of my eyes, and it makes me look like i'm a skeleton. i'm not even that pale. the only thing i can think of is not enough Iron in my diet, and if so, what's good for that? i eat alot of Meats and potatoes, so, hope that's got a bit of it.
it makes me look kinda Evil, but hey, i could patent it, all that sex drugs and rock'n roll ****, but fact of the matter is, i'm really awkward when i talk to girls at night or after shows, because it's always in the back of my mind. i don't like performing and people are wondering if i'm stoned or something. some girls say they like it, but it just bothers me. Oh, and if im not performing, i wear glasses. i find it best not to be able to see the people's facial expression till i'm done. Just another thing to worry about.
Thanks guys, i'll stay tuned in.

