I need a life do-over?

[artzai]

I hate my life. I have no friends. I have relatives at quite a distance that I can lean on, but not on a deep level. I have "in-laws" that are complete idiots with no common sense. I've become a pitiful excuse for a mother. I have another baby on the way and I'm destined to raise my kids on my own. I'm in a dead end job and can't get in a position to support my family, let alone afford school due to lack of time and money. I can't see a psychiatrist because I have nobody to watch my kids after work.The father of my children is a complete loser and can't be depended on. I wish I could go back in time and change my life, make better decisions, surround myself with better people. But that's not reality. Sometimes I feel like I'd be better off ending it all.

[emmanuil54]

~ Well sadly we can't go back in time and fix the mistakes we made.
we have to learn from our mistakes and make the right choices.
BUT
I can promise you God will help you in all these areas~
go talk to a preacher about it and pray to God

~ I hoped his helped~ :)
P.S. God never puts more on us than we can bear.
If there's good then there's also bad
so they'll be good times and bad times.... push through it I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT! LOSE THE NEGATIVE ENERGY AND GET GOING. There's now where to go from here than up. --If you become stray like a lost dog just know there's always a home you can return to that's full of love , forgiveness, joy, etc... (God will always be there... you just have to make the choice to want him to be apart of your life. It's up to you. -- I'll be praying for you :) Your gonna be just fine ...