Am i a Sociopath or Narcissist?

[pete]

Okay let me explain the basics about me:
i am highly intelligent
i do think i am better than people that ruin their own lives and go to prison for it
I am 14. a

So let me explain my life up til now:
In elementary school i had never caused any physical Fights with people i was never really bullying people or anything.

in middle school in 6th grade i got suspended in school for self defense i was so scared i was crying etc. that i went to the office.
and during the 6th grade summer i had done a sexual thing with a girl but was crying etc about it afterwards and i just had to tell my mom about it i couldn't hold it in i was nervous and everything and crying.
and i have never abused or killed an innocent person or animal, i don't know how i would feel about it afterwards it's like i need to know how it feels afterwards to actually understand it but i would never do such a thing i know it by fact.
i think i also may have OCD i have ADHD and i'm not on the ADHD Medications at the moment.and i have had a past of being very scared of being gay, being a murderer, a Rapist, or a child Molester but i know by fact i'd never do anything of that nature. when i was young my niece who was 4 or 5 at the time, had destroyed my room when i got home from school i was probably from 6-9 and i grabbed her not by dragging but like i grabbed her arm like a parent would do and i SCREAMED at her to clean it up.i didn't feel guilty about it bc. i was young then, and i don't feel guilty about it now but i guess i feel a little bit bad now..
and my friend told me on facebook he was going to have s*x with a girl i told him "Don't do it dude, i felt extremely guilty over it. it can mess with your emotions and make you guilty."
i do desire to love my family in the future etc i don't want to abuse any of my future children or my wife i really want a strong relationship with a girl loving and caring.
i also want to do something with the government in the future such as like a Protective agent etc. and feel like i'm apart of a government to me it would feel pretty cool.
but i am worried i may be a sociopath. one time my parents were thinking of moving i was crying a little bit because i'd miss my friends.
and whenever iwas younger and far from my mom (staying the night at a friends house etc.) i would be like i miss her etc. but now i don't feel like i love people unconditionally when i KNOW i do, by fact but i just don't know somebody tell me what can i do about this and am i a sociopath i do care about people etc.
and i don't desire to do drugs etc. i have never done a big bad law or a gross misdemeanor, i've never been to jail.
whenever i lie i do feel a little bad about it if its about something like family in the military i try getting as close to the truth as possible or just the truth.
and my dads sides Canadian when i was at the early age of 13 i wanted to join the Canadian Army, and i threw an american flag on the ground and felt a little bit guilty and felt as if i am a traitor and i felt so stupid for doing such a thing i picked it back up and said ***k joining the Canadian Military.
and when i was younger and my parents were thinking about getting divorced after an argument i was crying to death like LITERALLY. but now they didn't they made it through and now are happily married 10 years.
i am a little bit self centered, i will not lie
i am a little bit Manipulative( but in a good way i want to use it for good)
and i do use things for my own benefit but RARELY.
i also dream of being president of the United States being rich etc. but i don't desire being a Tyrant or anything i want to defend my country in which i can call proudly my home.
i do want to be a leader of things most of the time but in a good way.
i want to take over Cuba and remove all Communists so i can make it a capitalistic Free Nation.
i want freedom etc.
but i also admit, i do support war depending on the war it is.
and when i saw 9/11 get it on a youtube video i wanted to just nuke and kill all terrorists and torture them for hurting my country not the people but the enemies.
put them in concentration camps and make them suffer and die.
i love my country and it's people.

[dalon]

narcissist

[fyfe]

No, you are neither one. You sound like you have some lingering effects of OCD and could use some healing therapy to remove and resolve your fears. This is the only method that will do that. eftmasters.com

[emmanuil54]

Neither one of those medical terms necessarily applies to you. Like many children (I'm assuming you are one) you have a tendency to think the world revolves around you, your wants and desires and that the life you lead is somehow the centre of the universe. That is not narcissism or sociopathy, unless of course these ways of thinking continue in to adulthood in which case yes, you possibly could "fit in to the box" of being a narcissist. As far as I know though, there are some very solid rules in the feild of psychology as to who can and can't be classed as a sociopath. I don't beleive you fit in to any of these rules or lack a conscience just because you were simply pissed off about having to help out homeless people for a day. You are basically a child that's still emotionally developing in to an adult. Good luck.