I am a 15 year old boy in the 9th grade (As in America) in the Netherlands its the 3th class of middle school.
Anyways, there is this tall looking piece of thug, he is in the 8th grade Aka the 2nd Class of middle school, which means he is 14, though he looks very threatening.
Now this is my story:
When he came to the school where i was in, he was very friendly, formal, and a good kid.
He never was rude and so on.
But on the second Class it changed, he changed to a big hoodlum looking thug.
He smokes, drinks blablabla.
Now he is itching for a fight with me, taunting me away in the halls of the school, making me look like a joke, and i dont want to fight, it should be the last option of me, but this kid is looking for it, like he begs for a fight with me, i used to fight alot on my other school, like everyday fighting, somehow ti changed, and i don't do that anymore.
So everytime we are about to give out punches, i sort of freeze, i can't do anything, its like my body resisting from my actions, i dont feel nor anything, only like i feel i am freezed, and anytime i avoid a fight with him,i get so angry that i dont know what is holding me back.
So this is my question:
How to stop this freezing, and beat this kid to a bloody pulp for making fun of me and my family?
any option left? i would love to see this kid with a blue eye, or atleast a mark from the fighting.
Ps. i want to knock him out, very quick, so he can't throw hard punches.

