I feel so much pressure. What should I do?

[nicolas]

I feel soo frustrated. My father-in-law wants us to attend a family reunion, but it's three states away. We are poor, I mean every penny counts. He is offering to pay for gas and Jared's grandma hotel. They never said anything about food. Food can be expensive when you are not at home or at least more money than usual. Not only that I only have one outfit to wear, one. It's sad and makes me tear up. That kind of thing matters to a woman. It just seems like such a bad time for us. Plus, we have a car sick infant and a toddler. I just feel stuck between a rock and a hard place. Being in the bad situation we are in, I would rather not go. Instead of be away for five days, I would rather get a job. I couldn't get a job for a while because of my husband's on call job, but now I can. I just feel so much more focused on us making ends meat. What should I do?