I'm not close to many males?

[pete]

So like the title says I am not close to males. I don't trust them at all. The only males I trust is my brother & brother in law. My father has never been around in my life. & I was sexually abused as a child and a few years ago. (By a man). I'm 15. I have no guy friends. Instead I have a lot of girl friends. But when it comes to talking to a guy at my school I am very timid. I've grown to not trust guys. I've noticed some of my friends talk to quite a few guys and they are also close to each other. I have a family member around my age that talks to guys nonstop. But then I look at myself and I only talk to girls. I used to talk to one kid in my school. But we were only friends and soon became distant. I'm also very insecure of myself. Am I being normal? Is it okay for me to act like I act from what I have been through? Is it alright for me to not trust males? I'm always feeling like something is wrong with me. :/

[ludano17]

Not even one? Girl, you have to start trying to be friends, with men. This is no way to live, even at your age. Be more social, as opposed to anti social.