I need a lawyer very badly, and can anyone give me any advice ? iam in a jam?

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ok here it is, iam in such a mess, a pickle , and need advice from a lawyer, ok, I live with my father , iam a 48 yr old divorced mother of 1, I left my ex 15 yrs ago, and m,oved in with my parents, and raised my child up on my own, my mother passed away, and i took and paid off my fathers house in florida, paid the mortage and all, ok, then i got laid off, my father told me, that he is very sick person,.and for me to just give up and stay with him be a care taker, so thats what i did, My Father now has alzhimers disease, he also had a bad heart attack, and his kidneys is getting bad, now he has Gang green on his foot, He told me if he passess away, there are papers that he and my mother signed , however, they are not in the house and they made out a living will, my big sister gets half and i get the other half, However there is a big problem, my big sister passed away years ago, my father doesnt remember his lawyers name, to contact him, and another thing, this is very very bad, My mothers 2nd cousin, that is my 3rd cousin, came to join us when she was 14 yrs old, She was raised in our family til she was 18 yrs old, she left and went on her own in nursing school, now she is the head of a nursing unit in a big hospital, ok, Dad relys on her for health reasons, she is out of state, she calls us al the time, she is married, and has a kid, However, a big huge problem, She doesnt like me, And I dont like her, we never got along , and Big huge problem, She is an alcholoc, and she tried to change my fathers living will after my dad had the heart attack, she erased my older sisters name and put her name in it, and did not even mention me , she made copies of this document and made my weak father sign it, However, my father told me that, he has another will set up, that i will sel his house and split the money between me and my cousin, which used to be for my big sister, but she is now dead, soo, but , its not in writing, he says it is in the court house, now then, help me, because now, my cousin is making so much problems for me She wants me out of my own house, and she is treating me like iam dirt, and she relys on my daughter in law information on my dad, and for many many years, i have been my dads care taker, his friend, and daughter, i am so upset, and my father told my cousin, that we did not offically adopt her, and that, she is not his daughter, or cousin, my dad and her are not blood related, she is related to my mother who is deceased, Soo What ?? somebody has got to help me , I dont have a lawyer,