I need guidance for reality?

[ezri]

HI my name is Michael I just started a new job and met this woman her name is Diana shes 20 and she's Irish and Russian she's big but not big big she's thick chubby like Adele the Singer but bigger I'm 21 and is African American I never had talk to a White woman before but she's adorable she laugh and smiles and I love to laugh joke and play and is sensitive I was feeling her because I'm the same way I just met her Saturday so its early but I asked her for number I got it and I txt her and letting her because I'm the know.how I feel about her so I'm working my way up but what concerns me a little is my family and people what will they I got 8 sisters 3 are full blooded who.I'm living with now and two of them are twins 23 with kids and they act ghetto and clown people the other is 14 kind smart I her have her back and she has my back and she acts grown the other 5 are half blooded but I really don't talk to them they are weed heads and disrespectful one of them just turn 18 now trying to finish school and to study law but smoking weed and drinking isn't gonna.help.I could be wrong but she's cool.at.times but will throw things in your face and I mean she can't keep a relationship.she thought she had one but the guy was just sexing her and cheated on her with her who was just 14.he was 19 he had her BJ him suxs for both of them the other ones they smoke and drink.but are cool.at times.too.but are rude pretty much they are people.that will talk ****.Behind ya back and throw.stuff in ya face if you get them mad but they still will do it. What always concerns.me is the neighborhood its ghetto and the people I know are ghetto and can be trouble at times I'm not a fighter but if I fight and win my life is on the line because they come back with a weapon its just how will I deal with people criticism haters and rude people I know she's big and to me she's beautiful some will think shes ugly but I wanna be a man and enjoy what I desire I'm happy and its been awhile since I've been happy the last girl I liked had been raped and till this day taking care of the rapists child and I still love her we still chat sometimes but someday when.i do be in a relationship with Diana and wanna bring.her by I just wanna know how to.bring her.by without the disrespect comments please be serious and I need the encouragement to deal.with these.haters and rude people