Is My daughter having Ritalin-Induced Episodes?

[pascoe69]

I'm afraid she's addicted to it. And she drinks. She was a normal child. Then I got sick and had to give her up when she was four. I made contact with her in 2009. We fought once before about 2 yrs ago and worked it out. Now I find her foster-adoptive parents have turned her into a monster by shoving Methylphenidate down her throat. We had a mother/daughter fight over her wedding. She tries calling me, I was too upset to answer. I texted and asked her to give me time to cool down as I couldn't speak. She leaves a voicemail greeting, but she was screaming incoherently. I couldn't even understand her. There is an aggressive family history of Bipolar Disorder. Such was her behavior in the voicemail greeting. She gets her enabling fiance involved, and now she doesn't want me contacting her anymore. So my hands are tied. I've researched Ritalin many times over, and judging on her voicemail greeting which I stupidly deleted....had I saved that greeting, I may have been able to use the Casey Law as I understand. Also the local mental health clinic would've heard it and could've been of more help. One of the many side effects of Ritalin is incoherent screaming. Also, Methylphenidate (Ritalin) can cause Bipolar Disorder in patients who are genetically predisposed, and she is. She also drinks. I know her fiance enables her. IMO, her foster-adoptive family failed and turned her into a monster. They force-fed a healthy child Ritalin; now I fear I may have lost her forever. Since I've only made phone and internet contact with her, I don't know where she lives to have a check on her. I have her phone number, that's all. I can call my county probation tomorrow to file under Caseys Law, but I'm so physically disabled I can't even get down to court, and I only have transport once or twice a month for food and supplies. This is hopeless. I gave up a four-yr-old girl with a broken heart, and now she's inside a 26 yr old body. But even if I can get help for her, they'll just put her on even worse drugs (SSRIs)! How does she pass drug screens at work? If anyone who's reading this were to have heard her voicemail message, you, too, would be worried. Though I was angry, I didn't call "her" any names. I've been searching the net for answers--forums, etc, and I am so anxious and tired that it's making me physically sicker than normal. Is there anybody out there who can help, or have I lost her forever? I hope I'm making sense. Sorry, I'm so tired. :(.