by eddis » Sun Nov 20, 2011 5:56 pm
I love running a lot. I started running when I was a junior in high school. I did the 5k for cross country and the one and two mile, my two mile record being 12:18 in the eleventh grade. My PR mile was 5:44 for track that year, then in my senior year I lowered my time to 4:49. I was now just focusing on the mile. I went to a 1A school so I did really well. I was eighteen when I graduated. Two years later my PR was mile was 4:21. I again began cross country and lowered my 5k time from 19:43 in eleventh grade to a 16:02. I kept working, getting gradually faster and when I was twenty five I ran a sub four minute mile, getting 3:58.9, three minutes fifty eight point nine tenths of a second. That was a very hard run. I can't imagine how I did that now. A few months later after a few other time trials I ran my second sub four minute mile, getting 3:59.5. I did cross country, my 5k time didn't improve just because my mile time did, which was a bummer. A year after my third sub four I ran another sub four, getting 3:59.1. Keep in mind I was barely under four minutes but it hurt like hell! Within the same month I did another 3:59, then four months later after being trained by a personal trainer I ran 3:54.1. That's my lifetime record, unless I beat that which I highly doubt at this point. I ran a few more sub four minute miles but that was it. Almost a year later I did a 3:57.3, and a 3:59.4. I did a lot more timed miles in my running career besides those. I also did cross country and I ran a few marathons. I tried some sprint races in track and I did ok. Now I'm thirty one and I can't even run a sub five minute mile anymore! Its really a huge bummer. I just started getting slower suddenly, so I stopped for a few years to just train and now my times are in the 5:40-6:00 minute range. Recently I've been having injuries and some sicknesses, nothing bad, just a cold or some muscle tears. Now my peak mile pace feels like my all out gut sprint pace and its really sad. Does anybody know how I can possibly achieve my old form back, or at least become close? I shouldn't have stopped doing time trials. I NEVER wanted to run in the olymipics or on some team because I've always had a lot of anxiety and running brings me enough pressure as it is, I probably would've had a heart attack if I ran on a team. My family and friends often watched me and timed me but that was it. Can somebody please help?