Dear Uncle ---.
You mean the world to me no amount of words can explain my love for you. You are someone I go to when I need a good laugh and are the coolest uncle that I know. The letter that you are reading please not that it is the hardest thing I have ever day to do. I know I should be telling you this in person but I can’t bring myself to do it. I need you to know that what I am about to tell you has been building for years but I have not had the strength nor the courage to tell you the pain you have caused me. I have been carrying around this wait and I need to tell you before it is to late.
I know you love me with all your heart, but there are times that I do question your love between me and ---- is it equal? You see their has never been a time you asked ME to hit a movie, stop in for a drink, go to Stacey’s with you, come for supper or to spend the night it has always been BRETT! I ask you to do all that stuff and you say we will but you never mean it. You always talk about how close we are but it feels as though you are trying you’re hardest to push me away. I do not even think that you realize that your actions are pushing me away, like always! I have already lost enough people please do not walk out on me!
You have brook so many promises, Christmas time we were suppose to go to church just the two of us, last summer go to a movie, the summer before that a movie night, sleepover and make pizza, I even bought the treats but it never happened. I use to get my hopes up, hoping with all my heart you would keep your word because it would mean so much to me and would mean you want to see me. But at some point I stopped believing in your words and your promises that you make, because I know you will just break them, there is so much damage that is done, so much pain that I feel. You have no idea how many times that I start to believe you have changed your ways, but you go and prove me wrong agin just like I knew you would, uncle --- everyone who knows me knows that I forgive maybe more then I should. I give out chance after chance. But I am starting to run out of chances but you give me a look and I know you are off the ****, but I can not do this anymore!
It seems to me every summer you have you invite one of ---- friends and I want to know WHY? Why have you never once just invited me, your niece! You know mom and dad would drive me down and pick me up later! I understand Thursday a supper with ----, but I should not have heard the answer that was given when I asked to come, I should not even have to ask, you should be asking me. I know that he looks up to you so you felt like you should give advice on becoming a father, but how about acting like my uncle --- first before anything else? You put --- in the middle of all this by not letting me come making me feel left out all the time and unwanted, but agin it ALWAYS Brett with you.
You use to text me all the time it made my day so much better when I would be sitting in a class and feel my phone vibrate, I knew my uncle wanted to make sure my days were good, I knew for a second I crossed your mind, but now if it was not for me I believe that their would no communication at all, there would be no visits.
I need you to wake up and realize that you have a niece to, not just a nephew I need you to wake up and realize that I deserve better then the way you treat me. I do not ask for much from you all as I want is to know that my uncle loves me with all his heart and he still cares enough to want to see me. I will wait patiently waking up everyday hoping you still care about me, maybe just maybe one day you will change the way ways and realize I deserve an apologize for the hurt you cause me. Please uncle ---- just love me when you can.
I told you before that I only have one uncle which is you, you laughed at me through a text message and said that no it’s not true. But I believe with all my heart because ----does not even bother with me anymore he did when --- and him where split up for a while but that is over now. I can not count on him when I need him no matter if its just something stupid like getting my heartbroken, flunking a big test, or missing someone, I can not count on him at all, you are the one I have to turn to when things so rocky. He won’t call me, he does not text and he sure as hell does not come to see me. I do not even have Christmas with him; there is never a time that I will see him, due to the fact that ---- has pushed everyone away from him. And I know that you did nothing like what they did, but I am telling you this because I need you to believe and start acting like the only uncle I have left.

