Ok, so, let me first say that I have been diognosed with Body Dysmorphia, and I have a real fear of gaining weight. Having lost 3 stone I now flutter between 8st 2lbs and 8st 7lbs (I'm 5ft 3").
I used to work out a lot and eat around 1200 cals per day. but back in january I suffered a hip injury which I am waiting surgery for. Since being banned from all exercise from my doctor I have reduced by calories intake to between 500 and 700 calories a day, and I eat almost no fat at all. I know this is really unhealthy and I'd really like to overcome my fear and start eating more.
However, having eaten so little for such a long time, every time i try to eat a little more, I gain 4-5lbs, even though I eat really healthy, low fat food (sometimes in the space of even a few days). I really can't stand being over 8st 2lbs, and whenever I go over that I can't even look at myself in the mirror. I'm now in a cycle of trying to eat more, gaining weight, then going back to 500 cals a day until I lose the weight again, then starting again a few weeks later.
I'm getting so tired of this and I'm really appreciate any help anyone could give me about how I could get around this.
P.S I'm a personal trainer and am qualified regarding nutrition, so please don't sent me any replies saying that I'm eating the wrong foods (unless its genuinely constructive advice :-)
Thanks!!

