Dealing with the past and rape?

[caspar99]

It's not often that someone with a serious question and problem posts on this board. There are a lot of trolls on this board that just post to illicit responses from people so just ignore them. What you need is professional counseling and therapy. These underlying emotional issues that both you and your sister experienced will not go away until you face and understand them. I am no counselor so cannot help you other then to tell you that that is what you need.

[panteno]

The important point here is the way you are keeping guilty feeling with yourself. I mean the question is why you keep this feeling but not if you were guilty. In my opinion things which happened to you after that incident are more important and not necessarily connected the way you describe. Needless to say that you better discus it with a therapist.

[galvin]

Do not remember your past. if you think it will eat your mind. past experience useful for to learn something from that