I've loved music since I was little. I started playing guitar in the second grade and fell for it. I was not a really good classical guitar player, but I enjoyed it a lot. I hated practicing and disliked my teacher. I quit in the fourth grade. Then I decided to teach myself electric guitar and took up clarinet. During sixth grade, I was put as the first chair of my band. I was ridiculously happy and honored. I was supposed to be put as first chair in eighth grade as a senior of school. But I wasn't. A girl a year younger than me was put as first chair. And I lost hope in myself. I've always loved music so much though. So I continued. I began singing, only to realize I was cursed with a naturally sour tone. I've always had good grades, but have struggled to get into higher math classes. Today I was denied acceptance to an academy for high school. All my life I've been told I can't do things. And all I want to do for this world is to tell people they can if they have passion. My friends, family, and teachers tell me I'm perfect, but why don't I get anywhere? I've really liked law since I was younger too. And being a little smart, I thought I could go to law school and then pursue music if I felt like it. But things are not that simple. I am here to ask you what I should do to improve. How can I do what I love? How can I beat the people trained that don't love music as much as me? How can I be smarter and make it to law?
I am only thirteen, but I worry about my future.
I really do appreciate your answers :)

