If my mother dies do you think?

[larenzo]

So my mother has a very serious cancer right now. My parents won't tell me how serious her cancer is but I know that they operated on her 2 days after her x-ray results came back (or whatever you call those scans that they do)

She was an extremely abusive mother towards me and has slandered me to everybody in my family because she wants them to hate me but she pretends to love me and always tries to sabotage my life discretely and in secret. I remember that whenever me and her were alone in the room, she would tell me I was a piece of **** who was good for nothing except prostitution (this was after my brain tumor) but when other people were around she would always pretend to love me... she also lied to me about how much she loved me so I believed her when she told me I was a piece of **** because why would somebody who loves you say that to you unless it's true?

Now she has been trying for the last 2 years to kick me out of the house... basically I suffer from a very severe form of mental illness because of all the abuse my mother put me through and I can't hold down a job but I'm hoping that if she dies my father will stop abusing me. He abuses me because my mother slanders me to him and spreads lies about me to him and has turned my father against me after 26 years of trying to make me and my father hate me...

Even though she will probably die and even though God will probably let her die, I don't think my father will stop abusing me if she dies.

[gofraidh34]

start abusing your father. you can do more against it than you think.