by bercnan72 » Tue Jul 31, 2012 3:36 am
Hi, I am 15 years old and my first day of my Sophomore year is tomorrow. I used to be a very sharp student in school but for the past few years my grades have been dropping rapidly. All the way until 7th grade I was an A - B student but at the last quarter of 7th grade I had low B's and C's. Then ALL throughout 8th grade I had low C's and D's. Then last year, my Freshman year of high school, I failed 3 core classes. Like what the fudge right? Well I really see how this can really mess up my future if I keep this up. Ever since the last few weeks of freshman year I started thinking about my future, for the longest time, I have been interested in Business and Law. So while picking electives, I picked Business Core Management. I hope that this will do me good, but if I keep up with this failing **** then I'm ****** for life. I really really really want to become a Lawyer, like no joke. For real. I want to be a Lawyer for my whole life until I retire. I can't find out why my grades have been dropping over the years... I thought it was my gaming problems so before freshman year, I sold my Xbox 360. Sadly, that didn't do ****. I play online games but I know its not a habit and I can stay away from it if I felt I needed to. One reason I think this happens to me is because of my sleeping patterns. During the summer, I didn't give a **** what time of day it was. At one point I stayed up for 157 hours without even laying down. UGH. I tried sleeping right by sleeping at 11 pm last night but I woke up at 1 am and I stayed up and right now it is 7 am. If I do this tomorrow, idk what is going to happen. OMFG. Also, since I stay up for longs hours, I always just tell myself that I can do it at 12 am or anytime later before 6 am. UGH. How can force myself to do my homework? I need some confidence in myself. When I found out that I failed 3 classes last year, I was like "Eh, **** happens. I can fix it later." But I know I can't. For some reason, I'm not even ashamed of myself. Please tell me how I can fix my sleeping patterns and my non homework doing habits. Please, anything can help right now. School starts tomorrow! FML! LsFNLVSOEAB OFAJNS; FILRSJBGOBAESLGKJASOGJNdfsedbtuhfhsydryb…