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[nickson]

I'am finding everyday living to be very hard now. I have had my reputation slandered by my neighbor, when i have done nothing wrong. As a result of him defaming my character through harmful lies, I now have people hating me and it will only become bigger. I have done nothing to fix this situation and this had started back in 2010. I was harrased by other people and was given the middle finger at times. There were also times where the neighbor and some others who tried to run me over and to make things worse i was also bashed up by my older brother and had suffered numerous blows to the head. I assume the blows to the head may have impaired my descion making.

This is where it becomes serious now.

I have held in all my anguish and did nothing about it. The mix of the held in angusih from the neighbor, other people and assaults from older brother had caused me to go insane and file a false police report on myself, stating that there is a man with a gun with my description as the gunman.
The police did infact investigate the matter and had questioned me along with a frisk search. There were 4 police officers who investigated the matter and there didn't seem to be any kind of a lockdown. The act of me filing a false polce report on myself was spontanious and was done with lack of intent. I had no idea that it was illegal. Keep in mind, my older brother has punched me to the head numerous amounts and this may have impaired my descision making.

I have never been in trouble with the police before, not even for minor crimes. Honestly.

The act of me commiting crimes and getting in trouble with the police was never in my intentions and mind. And i have no intentions of breaking the law in the future, not because of the prisons, but from my own intentions and mind.

I'am now 23 and i don't want to live anymore. I can't live in a world where i will be unable to get a professional career let alone being blacklisted from other stuff.

[webb]

Sounds like you're ****** sorry mate but there is only so much help I can give online you should see a psychologist.

[bachir93]

You shouldn't end your life. If I were you I'd move houses and then find someone you can talk to you about your problems; perhaps a therapist or a counsellor. Don't give up, there are people out there who love you and it would kill them if you died.Stay strong, hope this helps xx

[vanaken25]

My friend who cares about what people say about you. You got to live for you. Also look up the famous people who has been down the same rode. Keep going on my friend.

[galvin]

By starting a successful, happy life where you are far away from your past, where you are a hard-working, responsible, contributing and conscienscious member of society and a likeable person to be around. You can also be a self-employed professional. Takes a lot of hard work and effort. You up for it?

[kenway]

Starting from the top, screw your neighbour. There's not ONE person in the world who can make up lies about someone and be better than that person themselves.


Don't think too deep into anything, just remember that living is the best revenge, and karma's a *****. People DO get what they deserve.

I can relate to everything you've been saying at a fairly deep level. I lost one of my best friends to suicide a couple years ago, and I can tell you there is NOTHING worse than having to go through that, no matter how much good you think it's going to do you. Every day you continue your life and try to better it is going to be the best revenge you can get when it comes to other people.
My older brother used to beat the hell out of me all the time. He was two years older than me and throughout the school years didn't even look at me. I grew up not knowing what it was like to have a normal brother or father. As a middle child, I was already the underdog.

I'm 22 now, and still have no relationship with my dad and rarely see my brother. The thoughts I had in early high school were the same as yours, and just as deep. I gave up in about grade ten, and got heavily into drugs. I have not graduated and have no post secondary education.
Just this year I've been able to stand up and move on.

You have to just figure out that if you're the one taking all this crap, and building it up while other people dump it on you that you ARE the better person for taking it and not reacting.
I took everything that came my way for ten years and never once lashed out on another person, and eventually, one day it just all went away.

As for the police part, which you seem to be very concerned about... Don't be. Everyone does something stupid in there life and not many people have a perfect record. I've been arrested in high school for what I viewed as an attempt to make friends, and had dealings with the police MANY times since, and I could honestly care less. What goes on between the police and you, or what may be on your record is NOT a reflection of who you are, just a stupid record of any mistakes you may have made.

I know it' s a pile of crap that us good natured, normal people have to deal so directly with all the other inbred fools in this country who's biggest challenge they face in a day is ''soup or salad?''
But I seem to think people like, us have a meaning, just like everyone else.
What if next week you're supposed to save a child from a man at the park?
What if two years from now you save five people from a burning building?
I'm not religious in any way, and can't say I believe in much of a higher power, but I do believe
everyone's life has a meaning, a purpose. Whether it's clear or unclear at the moment, there is a reason and I promise you, you will find it soon.

[beacher]

I agree with what others have said. Difficult as it may be right now you can get through this tough time.
Speak to your GP about a referral for counselling or call a 24hr helpline such as LifeLine on 13 11 14
(Australia wide)
Good luck