I' am finding everyday living to be very hard now. I have had my name and character defamed through libel and slander back in 2010 and I have done nothing about it, not even to this day and I believe it has only gotten worse. I was harrased by others and was given the middle finger at times, and to make things worse, I was also physicially assaulted by my older brother and the blows were mainly at the head and spine and he had assaulted me for all of the smallest issues. (This may have impaired my descision making for a while). I have never even reported him to the police.
I have always kept a positive attitude to others before this, yet my name and character was still defamed, when I have done nothing wrong to deserve this, my older brother on the other hand has angered the neighbor a number of times in some way, like calling them boat people and various other insulting terms and and this may have angered the neighbor.
This is where it gets serious now.
I have done nothing but held in all my anguish and as a result, I went insane and had spontaniously filed a false police report on myself, about a man with a gun with my description as the gunman..
I have never been in trouble with the police before, honestly. It was never in my intentions and mind to commit a crime.
I am now working and was intending on going back to school, but my anxiety and depression are holding me back from going to school.
I am 23 and I don't want to live anymore. I can't live like this knowing there are people hating me and me being open to criminal prosecution.

