I don't know what i want to do with my life.?

[shashank]

I feel like im useless and im not meant to do anything in life. im almost 19, graduated from high school last june and i took a year off too figure out what i want to do and it looks like im taking another year off because i have no idea at all. i didnt do well in school at all so i dont have many options. im awful at math/science and hate them both. i just feel like i cant make any decisions for myself. i cant concentrate on anything and i just feel so stupid. i took a test online to try and figure out what to do and the results were nothing i would ever be interested in. they didnt suit me at all. not very many things interest me, probably the only things that do are hair, clothes, makeup, diet, fitness and law. like things to do with law but i dont want to be a cop cause i dont want to wear the uniform. i considered being a hairdresser but i dont want to do that either because i wouldnt make much. (i live on a small island so theres no big opportunities in hairdressing here) if it were a perfect world i would love to model but that just isnt reality. im so stressed out and i dont know what to do.