This is really personal so I need respectful help, please.
For the passed decade, I've developed a mental disorder where I believe noise causes bad things to happen, such as your car breaking down, or you slam your elbow on the countertop, or you spill juice everywhere. Part of me says that noise makes that happen and part of me says that s**t happens. If your car breaks down, it's a mechanical error, right?
Also, it has mainly been attributed to my mother. When she cooks, all the pots and pans clinging made me feel like they ONLY affect me. Also, lately, my dad has been attributed to this belief. In the past, he never bothered me, but now he does.
My friends' noises don't bother me that much. It's probably just me, right? I'm mentally ill.
Do you think there is some unknown property to noise that I can somehow sense and it only affects me? That wouldn't explain why it's mainly just my mom and a little bit of my dad. I question if I'm somehow cursed by my mother's noise. That wouldn't explain why just recently my dad has been bothering me.
Sorry if you think I'm insane, but I really need help. I've seeked dozens of psychologists/psychiatrists and they all say it's just in my head, but I can't believe it. I try so hard to convince myself.
Thank you for reading. Please - positive/helpful answers only. I'm very sensitive to this problem. I've thought about getting on Yahoo Answers for years.

