BQ: how do i get over this guity feeling?
BBQ; should i just give the stuff back anyway?
last night i only went to walmart to buy 2 or 3 black t-shirts for work but then i saw a bunch of other t-shirts that i liked and instead of just spending $14-$23 i somehow spent $75 on stuff i thought was cute and fits ok or will fit better eventully ....i duno why i feel guilty when i know i could afford it and i just spent $400 on a stupid speeding ticket so why cant i buy clothes i need? or enjoy myself since i dont go anywhere or so anything.
the thing is im overweight and Ive been on a serious effort diet and have lost a few pounds abut still have a long way to go (80-90 more pounds) so i figured if i buy more fat clothes its a waste (but the clothes are slightly smaller since the big size was too big and the one size down was a bit snug but not too bad.

