Why does my mother hates me ? is it because im transgender?

[caelin]

Don't listen to Alex.
It's great that you're in touch with yourself and know who you are. I know that you are probably thinking lesser of yourself or are angry with your mom. But first borns always have it the hardest of lives. But be that first born, doesn't mean change yourself, but start changing the respect for you with your other siblings. Your father should be ashamed of himself and had no right to send you off or go attend his other wife without telling your mom for 29 yrs. Your mom is probably in a lot of stress right now so it takes time for her to heal and become herself again or close to that. You need to understand what she's been through with all your dad and surgeries. But know that she just wanted to make you "right" because that was probably what she was expecting for a newborn baby and her first to top it all off. Nobody is prefect, you need to tell her that. Good luck