by syvwkh » Fri Oct 28, 2011 11:12 pm
Families involving in these matters is almost everywhere in India, even if he was scared and went against you for a while, he should have contacted you by now, I know its hard for you, but you need to put your mind somewhere else, try to follow up your life, living by his memories will cost u so much time of importance, keep patience and move on with life, who knows may be he'll contact you someday, take it as a test of ur strength. And one more thing, Dying is way easy, living with aim of building a great life is a challenge, besides you are already killing yourself thinking of him, love your life plz, don't take it for granted, after few years when you'll look back at your achievements what would you expect to see, wasted time, or something to be proud at yourself, pain gives opportunities to grow on, not to stay still, life has so many adventures, and you are only 18, its not the end of the world, don't waste your love on a person who doesn't even bother to know about your well being, be patient. Try to avoid depressing thoughts. Move on....