Why is it everyday do i feel depressed?

[curney13]

Mostly everyday of my life, im depressed.. I always feel like killing myself.. Only thing i got in this world is a few goos friends my familynhates me kas of drugs and drinking ive been sober since august.. And they still dont talk to me im in trouble with the law all the time.. Because of the last incident i got in i decided to straighten up.. And i feel like everything i do is never good enough.. I want a good boyfriend.. But cant find one.. I also got a job.. and in school its hard because the teachers and guidance conclers pick on students.. Including me the princibal is telling my friends parents that im pregnant i shoot up heroine i huff stuff and i choack and cut myself.. None of these things are true the worst drug i got into was meth and coke.. Thats about it.. I just dont like going to school .. Because my school is a joke.. And the teachers can pick on students.. And the police officers harass children too.. You could be sitting somewhere for 2 seconds and with you and a friend.. And they will stop and give you a lioting fine.. Or you could be playing baseball or basketball and they tell you that ur not aloud to be here.. And the one police officer when i first moved bk in with my parents 2 yrs ago.. Said to me where are you from? I said ******* and he said why dont you go where you belong instead of in my town? Like im so sick of this.. Why can they do whatever they want and get away with so much i wont even go on there is so much they get away with..

[hob97]

meh your young life sucks now a days, iv just turned 20 still young and i was feeling the same way as you did, suicidal hated myself thought everyone hated, im still a virgin and not to sound big headed im good looking just no with woman, unemployed for 3 years, but im starting to feel better becauce....one day i decided to stop feeling sorry for myself and i relaized i only have one life i dont wanna waste it being sad and depressed, thats not living its just existing, so what i did was quit drugs quit drinking and found JESUS!!!!!! ( JUST KIDDING GOD SUCKS BALLS) but i did quit drinking and drugs, i now exericse 6 days a week, im in the best shape of my life and im going back to school to get better qualifed so i can get a job!!!! also the looks im gettin of girls now, im turning heads, still not confident enough to talk to them but one thing at a time ;)
so to sum up life sucks when your young, lifes for living not existing, go to the gym its good for you mental state and makes you look good so you can get that boyfriend you after
good luck and go for it